yaaaaaarr,

a lot has happened and i don't know what to do or think or say.

i guess i'm free like a little hummingbird,

finally.

 still it hurts and i'm sure it will hurt for a long, long time.

but this is what i wanted

and i'm proud of myself

because i thought i wasn't strong enough to tell him

but i did and it was worth it.

after all, now i can truly breathe.