suddenly,

i started to miss aslak.

he was so stupid and cute.

and i really loved him, 

even though i wasn't able to take care of him by then.

but i'm sure he has a great and loving home now.

and i'm happy to have alaska still here with me

'cause i don't know what i would do right now without her.

it's like she's all i've got since i moved back to my parents place.

of course i have my friends and all, i'm not complaining at all.

but i've been feeling like i need a time alone

i'm just not that good at being alone

BUT me and alaska can be alone together.

she's the best.